Desmond J.C Toh

Friday, October 07, 2005

Undead

Undead is an inspiration factor for me.. after all this while.. all the things i have experience.. i have found the perfect expression to everything i encounter.. de undead..

When you think de undead.. you will realise that everything you once thought has no answer.. feel lost and frightened over the things you have known or will happen.. they will be insignificant to you after all.. you will feel a surge of energy acquired within you..

De undead is a state of mind when you see yourself as someone who follows your primitive instincts.. roaming the world with only a thought of your own.. you believe in nothing and do things with your own determination.. unstoppable in your way.. without any hestitation for your part.. do and be done..

Slowly feel the undead spirit flowing in you...

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

A.B.C

I use A.B.C as the three criteria for my judging. I test it on many people and the usually come out with C.A.B. I am not saying that C.A.B is a bad sequence but I definitely will not agree with it. How true is C.A.B i don't know. Well, if C.A.B is true, i think there will a lot of companies out of business.

Thursday, March 31, 2005

The Game

I am searching for something important. Some people have a lot of it but that does not mean it is good because it requireds high upkeep. Your upkeep will turn from 10 to 7 to 4 which is no upkeep, low upkeep and high upkeep. Since I am in the no upkeep area, I can build more buildings and earn more gold and lumber. Most importantly I can build an altar.

I have send out scouts to explore the area in search for the Lich King. Why the Lich King? The answer is that the Lich King speaks of the Goddess. (It is not the Priestess of the Moon) Futhurmore, I am not a supportor of the Elvish race that's why some people like to play Night Elves. To find the Lich King is quite impossible since I have to fight the whole army of Scourge and the Lich King is already level 10.

The Lich King lives in the cooler climate which accounts for the snowy feel. I myself don't really like the Sun and the heat too much so I dont mind the cold. The Lich King has been noticed since it created its own army of Scourge. A formidable force that no living being can withstand.

As a level 1 hero, I can only quickly upgrade and expand to increase my chances. However by the time I turn level 10, the player will most likely leave the game.

The beauty of this game is that the you don't know how it evolves. Some doesn't evolves, some evolves into something worse. I am looking for a Pokemon which can evolve into something better, it doesn't matter how bad or good is it before the evolution. I believe that great evolution usually starts with something not so good. Therefore, I must always get ready my Pokeballs.

How to find Pokemon that evolves into a great Pokemon? (The Lich King is one) I don't know where to find and I don't have a Masterball.

Saturday, March 19, 2005

1974

This is a very special year. Why leh? Because this year you will surely win in Blackjack. (If you do not know you can go and sleep)

In this year, I am -14 years old still underage. However that does not mean it is a bad year.

In 1974, God was playing Blackjack with his beautiful angels. God was the banker. There were two angels who were playing with God. Everyone was given one card first. Angel #1 got an ace of heart, Angel #2 got an ace of diamond and God got an ace of spade. Eveyone got a very good chance of getting Blackjack.

The next card Angel #1 got was an ace of club! God wasn't very happy about it. Angel #2 got a four of spade. God got a nine of club. As Angel #2 only have 15, she took anohter card and it was a nine of heart. The total value was only 14. Angel #2 decided to take another card. Luckily, the card was three of diamond. Now the toal value is 17 but as Angel saw the grin of God, Angel #2 knew she had to take another one to win God. She asked for another card and as she slowly turned the card over, she glanced the top left corner of the card and saw a rounded arch. It could be two, three, six, eight or nine but Angel #2 could only have two or three to win. (It is the 5 dragons, mind you) Angel #2 carefully revealed more of the card. It is a two of heart! Angel #2 got the 5 dragons!

God didn't believe his luck and took one card from the top of the deck and another. It was the seven of club and the 4 of spade. He would have gotten 21. Being beaten by his beautiful angels, he decided to banish them to Earth. Angel #1 was banished to Earth on 7 October 1974 and Angel #2 was banished to Earth on 29 November 1974.

The Angels' identities was kept secret till today. However, it was rumoured that they retained their beauty and were banished onto the same country. Further details were not provided but possible personnels were being identified. How true is it we don't know.

There is one person who knows. Please, it is not God. He does not know, he knew it all along. This person can be found writing 1974 on the internet. Anyone who have further information please keep it to yourself Thank you for your cooperation. We hope to see you again. Good night.

Friday, March 18, 2005

The Lost Letter Of Ledon!!!

小霜,你好:
  
  首先要请你原谅,我如此大胆而冒昧地给你写这封信,我自己都无法理解,你在我的生活中和感情上会产生如此之大的震动!
  
  昨天在食堂里,你突然出现,坐在我的对面。我几乎不相信自己的眼睛,你的美丽,溶化了我的心中的冰霜。
  
  我无法再安心吃饭,忘记了自已身在何处,只是痴痴地望着你。你不施粉黛,却是那样光彩照人:漆黑的头发,俏皮地梳成歪辫;洁白细腻的脸上,嵌着一双湖水般澄澈湛蓝的大眼睛,高高的鼻梁下一点朱唇;虽然坐着,仍可感觉到你身材的修长。总之,你全身换发出春天般少女的气息,清新、迷人。你并不注意周围人们的目光,纤纤玉手捧着本诗集,看得那样认真棗我要说,你就是一首美丽的诗,大自然的绝唱,造物主的杰作:你走了以后,我仍旧呆呆地坐在那儿。觉得你的影子、你的气息还在那里。直到人渐渐地少了,我才如梦初醒。我终于知道什么是三月不知肉味。你的人已经占领了我的心房了。 是怎样的缘份,指引我们相识?思念中我一千次一万次地问天问地问春风,愿天将我的眷恋捎给你;愿地将我的问候带给你;愿春风将我的关切送给你!我仍旧受着期待的煎熬,心中仍在把你思念。你的容颜一次又一次地出现在我的面前,还是那么亲切、美丽,但却无法亲近,就像天上的星星那么可望不可及.。我恨,为什么我俩的灵魂不能同处在一个躯壳之中?

  
  如果不是今天下午又在球场上看到你,如果不是你又下意识地──看了我一眼,也许我还不会写这封信。你今天剪了新发型,使你更充满了青春的活力与魅力。我无法控制自己,无法抑制自己的冲动。我不把自己心里的风暴倾泄出来,我会发疯的。
  
  上帝造出了你,难道是要让我陷入爱的陷阱? 我实在受不了那患得患失的感觉,我不要时不时才见得你,我要天天陪这你. 只要能常常和你见面,我就觉得快活;只要依偎着你娇小的身躯,我就不会寂寞。
  
  我不想你能不能看完我的信,我不想你看完信后有什么表示,我也不想我这疯狂得近乎傻气的感情会有什么结果,我心里有个小秘密你想不想知道?让风悄悄告诉你,我喜欢你,真的好喜欢。。。
  
  请不要躲避我,请再来球场上,哪怕你永远不理我甚至嘲笑我,但是让我还能看到你!
以下的诗是我对你的爱情所结成的精典。
  
 


千言万语难下笔
不知从何来说起
花容月色无法比
羞花闭月迷异性

含情脉脉的眼睛
婷婷倩影攻我心
天崩地裂不变情
地北天南只爱你


假如您心里还有一个微小的我,请你回我一封信,痴心的我,苦等着您的回信!只有您的信,才能 把我援救。请不要躲避我,请再来球场上,哪怕你永远不理我甚至嘲笑我,但是让我还能看到你!

你的美的奴隶
千恒

Winning

The reason why people like to win is very simple. It took me some time to realise it. The reason is that winning is more difficult than losing.

Losing is very simple because you don't have to do anything to lose. However, you have to do everything just to win. Example: To lose your girlfriend you don't have to do anything but to win a girl's heart you have to do something.That means people like to do difficult things.

However, if you don't to do difficult things you are but that doesn't mean you like to do simpler things. Which means it doesn't mean you need to do difficult things to win.

Winning is not everything. Winning is doing difficult things.

Thursday, March 17, 2005

Zhong Se

Zhong Se is one of the most user-friendly phrase every created. It is widely seen and used in all parts of the world. Everybody likes to Zhong Se but not much people know the origin of Zhong Se.

Zhong Se was the company that produces apples. The apple that Eve ate was actually made by Zhong Se! Eve wanted Adam to try the apple too so she said "Adam, you want to try Zhong Se?" Adam didn't know what is Zhong Se so he thought Zhong Se meant When A Guy Meets A Girl.

So this is how the origin of Zhong Se came about.

Show Off

Why people want to show off? Because the show cannot be on forever! If you keep showing on, you will get tired but you won't get tired of showing off.

But not everyone likes to see people show off because when you show off, everyone needs to wait until you show on. This might take a very long time.

The only way to stop people from showing off is to switch to other channels. Other shows will be still on. So when people starts to show off, quickly grab your remote control and switch to other channels. When all the other channels have people showing off, you can only switch off the televison and tune in to the radio.

Money

Money has value? If you take money and give it to the government, the governmentwill only smile and say "Can I help you?" Why leh? I also don't know why. The might say "What you doing here?" or "Is this for me?" or "Is it counterfeit?" They won't give you anything in return because they don't know what to do with it.

It is like trading cards. The value of the cards is determined by the organisation. If you give a "Black Lotus" to a reader, he will use it as a bookmark. If you give it to an old man he will use it to scratch his legs. If you give it to a mother she will use it to cook lotus roots with peanuts soup.

Therefore, money maybe have value or maybe not. If you treat money as bookmark, use for scratching or lotus roots with peanuts soup then it has value.

Showing More Skin

I also encourage people to show more skin. If you can show why you don't want to show? Next time you want to show, nobody will want to see. You don't see old people trying to do that. Maybe they want to but they cannot because no one wants to see. This is very sad.

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

Lesson #2

New Vocabulary:

craps [ kraps ] or crap [ krap ]
noun

1. dice game: a U.S. gambling game played with two dice

2. losing throw: a losing throw of the dice in the game of craps

[Early 18th century. Origin uncertain: probably from French, variant of crabs “score of two ones at dice,” from English, plural of crab1, the black dots perhaps being likened

stead [ sted ]
noun

place of another: the position or role of somebody or something else

[Old English stede “place.” Ultimately from an Indo-European base meaning “to stand,” which is also the ancestor of English stand, stud, and station.]

dick [ dik ] (plural dicks)
noun

detective: a detective ( dated slang )

[Early 20th century. Origin uncertain: perhaps a shortening of detective, or from slang dick “look.”]

SM = sa·mar·i·um
noun

silvery-gray metallic element: a silvery-gray metallic chemical element that is found in monazite and bastnaesite and is used particularly in making strong magnets. It is also used in carbon-arc lighting, as a dopant for laser materials, and as a neutron absorber.
Symbol Sm

[Late 19th century. Coined from samarskite + -ium.]

nubile
adjective

1. ready for marriage: used to describe a young woman who is physically mature enough to have sexual intercourse and therefore suitable for marriage ( dated )

2. young and desirable: young and sexually desirable ( informal )

[Mid-17th century. From Latin nubilis , from nubere “to take a husband” (source of English nuptial and connubial).]
nu·bil·i·ty [ noo bíllətee ] noun


nymphomania
noun

woman’s obsessive sexual desire: a woman’s compulsive desire to have sex with many different men, theorized to occur in some women ( often considered offensive )

Lesson #1

When you like to something actually you don't know it. Example: You like to eat, it means you don't know what eating is about. Therefore, when you heard someone saying :"I like XXX" It actually means he/she does not know what it is.

So, when you don't like something actually means you know that something. Example: You don't like to talk to your parents, which means you know your parents well enough not to talk to them. It is therefore good to don't like something then to like something. I think everyone should understand this.